This is how I feel…
Notice…how I am still standing?
I am not down n out.
My 2 decades of taking abuse amounts to my own children not trusting me. They have not heard his side of story. He never says anything or ignores all questions by saying no to everything. Now that I know what kind of species I am dealing with (although still in a state of disbelief) …am trying to warn my children.
Because he is taking advantage of their trust and love. He is buying their trust with money and with holding affection. Just like he did with me.
How can I explain to them? He is using us all for himself. Keeping us on a leash with some breadcrumbs. I see it. But I cant make them see
Times running out
My strength is going…I have no support resources or words to describe what’s happening.
I wake up every day….that’s the miracle. Although parts of me are missing. Everyday I look for them…sifting through sands of time
I have tried several times